Gift’s in your heartbreak

Your heart is broken. The one you love with all your heart and soul has sent you away like you were nothing short of an unwanted toy.

You well up with sadness words cannot begin to describe. feelings of rejection loss unsurmountable physical pain in your heart worse than death. They promised to love you forever now they are gone. You think about the good times with this person and what they mean to you, you hear their laugh see their smile, you can still feel their arms around you and remember the peace, love, joy it gave you to lying in their arms, this was your heaven on Earth,the memories play in you head like a movie,the tears the laughter the love you shared you can’t stop playing it in your head, there’s no magic stop button but you wish there were. you may have had good and not so good times but You gave your life to this person but they gave up.  you didn’t give up and swore you never would. Their desertion has left you feeling you cannot go on. Although you smile through your physical and emotional pain so no one knows your heartbreak you know you must trust in God he has other plans for you, you try and tell yourself this. During this time you either give up or you give in and go on with whatever you do during these first few weeks of grief sadness and inconsolable pain you do whatever you can to get through it. You pray, you try to find comfort in your friends family or you may happen to run into someone in a grocery store who might even be going through the same thing, this is a temporary lift but then here comes another wave of sadness. You may find yourself saying this person who rejected and abandoned you must have a reason, here comes the self-doubt, where did I go wrongs, the what ifs and everything that goes with it.

You may find yourself saying this person who rejected and abandoned you must have a reason, here comes the self-doubt, where did I go wrongs, the what ifs and everything that goes with it.

You cry you lie and say your ok. You may lock yourself up in a bathroom, take a drive find a spot to cry. trying to find time alone while asking God to take away your heartbreak. you pray and even this doesn’t seem to help. So you stay silent so no one will know what is really going on inside. You put on your poker, face no one suspects a thing.

You pray, you try to find comfort in your friends family or you may happen to run into someone in a grocery store who might even be going through the same thing, this is a temporary lift and on comes another wave of sadness.

You may find yourself saying this person who rejected and abandoned you must have a reason, here comes the self doubt, the where did I go wrongs, the what ifs and everything that goes with it. You cry you lie and say your ok. You may lock yourself up in a bathroom, take a drive find a spot to cry. trying to find time alone while asking God to take away your heartbreak. you pray and even this doesn’t seem to  help. So you stay silent so no one will know what is really going on inside. You put on your poker face no one suspects a thing.

Afterall you should be happy it’s over right? Wrong your not happy you’re devastated and that’s ok.

Love that person who was in your life for a reason, smile though your heart is breaking and know that God’s work is in progress.

” There’s a gift in your heartbreak” it’s coming just have faith and hold on.

Pray for your lost love and love them anyway. Take what gifts they gave you and love them more. Set them free and wish them well, adore them with all your heart and trust in them that they made the right decision.

 The last words you say to that person should never be harsh or cruel and if their last words to you were unkind. Remember this (behind every angry word is a tear) forgive and always love them anyway. let them know you’ll always be there for them and mean it. 

Let them know you just a phone call away if they need you.

God bless keep your chin up it will be ok. Don’t interrupt God’s work.

Much love and kindness to you. I love you more.

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